we all began with good intent

college reopened today without the *BANG*, not that anybody was anticipating it. it's a typical age thing, nothing is ever so "exciting" anymore.

didn't we totally had this conversation CK? How a lot of things aren't the first time anymore... and we feel kinda robbed of our innocence? i guess it doesn't just apply to specified aspects of life...

it gets worse with age... it gets worse i tell you.

and to my loving college mates. today's our year anniversary :D

HAHAHA. so fucking sappy la mahai.

six more months and its another change of friends. i love you guys soo much you know. (although no fucking-body is going to see this sappy shit, as my classmates don't read my blog)

well. except maybe Tiffy. vaginaface ;D

and.and.and!

im

in

love
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with this!

i know lah alot of you gizmo freakie pro people are gonna have alot to say about the new Nokia N97, probably not very nice things as well, but go suck wtfbbq ok..
it's all about personal taste, and this phone is exuding soo much pheromones i am LITERALLY in love.

and happy birthday to my darling esteee ;D
if you feel old, trust me, i know very fucking well how you feel.

<3

and this is for you.

be strong my girl, God abandons no one, not even a fly, and he will especially care for you in your time of need. ask and you shall receive. if a father knows how to give good gifts to his children, and all fathers are sinners, what more our Heavenly Father and his gifts for us? he will bless us abundantly regardless.

our love is evidence ;)

Love was raw and young,

we believed we could change ourselves
the past could be undone
but we carry on our backs the burden,
time always reveals
in the lonely light of the morning,
the wound that would not heal,
it's the bitter taste of losing everything, that i have held so dear
- Sarah Mclachlan, fallen

i cannot guarantee that your heart will ever be the same again, but i can guarantee that it will be stronger, bigger and fuller; ready to take on the next challenge that awaits.

the hole will never dissapear completely, i'm sorry to say that, but you will be strong in spite of it.

love you very much.
happy birthday again!

xoxo