we all began with good intent

college reopened today without the *BANG*, not that anybody was anticipating it. it's a typical age thing, nothing is ever so "exciting" anymore.

didn't we totally had this conversation CK? How a lot of things aren't the first time anymore... and we feel kinda robbed of our innocence? i guess it doesn't just apply to specified aspects of life...

it gets worse with age... it gets worse i tell you.

and to my loving college mates. today's our year anniversary :D

HAHAHA. so fucking sappy la mahai.

six more months and its another change of friends. i love you guys soo much you know. (although no fucking-body is going to see this sappy shit, as my classmates don't read my blog)

well. except maybe Tiffy. vaginaface ;D

and.and.and!

im

in

love
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with this!

i know lah alot of you gizmo freakie pro people are gonna have alot to say about the new Nokia N97, probably not very nice things as well, but go suck wtfbbq ok..
it's all about personal taste, and this phone is exuding soo much pheromones i am LITERALLY in love.

and happy birthday to my darling esteee ;D
if you feel old, trust me, i know very fucking well how you feel.

<3

and this is for you.

be strong my girl, God abandons no one, not even a fly, and he will especially care for you in your time of need. ask and you shall receive. if a father knows how to give good gifts to his children, and all fathers are sinners, what more our Heavenly Father and his gifts for us? he will bless us abundantly regardless.

our love is evidence ;)

Love was raw and young,

we believed we could change ourselves
the past could be undone
but we carry on our backs the burden,
time always reveals
in the lonely light of the morning,
the wound that would not heal,
it's the bitter taste of losing everything, that i have held so dear
- Sarah Mclachlan, fallen

i cannot guarantee that your heart will ever be the same again, but i can guarantee that it will be stronger, bigger and fuller; ready to take on the next challenge that awaits.

the hole will never dissapear completely, i'm sorry to say that, but you will be strong in spite of it.

love you very much.
happy birthday again!

xoxo

woawoawoawoawoawoawoawoa

This time around, I'm sharing a rather electro-disco-synth-heavy song which I stumbled upon when I visited my favourite DJ's web and he did a remix on it. It is called Heartbreak by Rosie and the Goldbug. This however is the original which I think sounds better, but the remix and the original is 2 different styles of music so can't compare. Pay attention to the video as well, the effects are stunning.



11/10

Can la, I'll go pick up drums or guitar, Ming you go on your organ and Jal you go on the piano, can form a super chun synth band haha

perhentian -- an experience!

i am highly aware that the girl isn't me. haha.
it's suzie pointing towards the sky.

felt that it such an awesome picture to start this post with

the 12 amazing people in the trip ;D

this is at the jetty, Kuala Besut sebelum the island.

the blue blue water as we got nearer the island.
could literally see the seabed ;D

the beach we were staying iN! BUBU LONG BEACH ;D

view from the top of the island... tre's windy up there.
the wind contributed to the fact that they could harness wind power for the locals.

windmills! harnessing renewable energy source

moi. suzie. tiffy

the gang again ;D

suntanned alicia, alphie and me

the rockie area. so pwetty right?

the trip was one of the amazing trips i've ever been on. PERIOD.

there's lots of other funny pictures that i'm dying to post up lahhh. but those bitches never send me and copy from facebook memang very not stim wan the quality.

oh well.

go my fb and c lah you two. don't be lazieee.

i miss the island already :

you know, an errant thought just crossed my mind. it wouldn't be such a bad idea to drop out of school and move to an island, don't you think?

haha. xx

Level 2

9 hours+, straight.

Don't mind me, I'm just taking time off to just rant and pat myself on the back.

So far I've really learned that there is no shortcuts in the creative process, only mastering skills to improve your efficiency. The bottom line is, this stuff takes time, a lot of time. When I start on an assignment, I often see myself sitting there for 3 hours (minimum), occasionally fidgeting around and floating around the house. It's not just patience that you need, but vision, to be able to see the result in your mind, because sometimes even after 3 hours, you still might not physically see anything that resembles what you want, and that can be really demotivating.

With that said, I'm quite proud of myself so far. I've been completing my assignments and passing them up on time, which is a miracle I would think, comparing it to how I handled schoolwork in the past during school days. I see myself improving visibly on some assignments which is really encouraging and I've even got one of my paintings stucked on the wall of a hallway somewhere in college =D. There are times that I even consider restarting from scratch again to come up with a better quality work (e.g. the one above).

Hallelujah! for His sustenance and blessings so far because its not just about spending time, it's also sacrificing time a.k.a. sleeping time, to get things done. I'm really excited to show some physical pieces that I've done when I have the opportunity to take a picture of it and upload it.

Time to hit the hay, see you 2 around soon. Break all bones, Jit!

what's up your va-jay-jays!

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


i'm back. kekeke. the trip was the BOMB ya'll. can't wait to see you all again. got so much to tell!

pictures and posting later k? very lazy to upload. and many nice pictures in my friend's camera. need them to send to me first (those bitches)

cu Sunday!

xoxoxoxo

Check

6+ hours of mouse clicking,eye straining and water drinking.

Try and spot the difference.

Shameless

Okay, as the title suggests, it's time for shamelessness. In this case: it's shameless advertising!

I've been working with an ensemble at klPac for nearly 3 months(?) now. We're called the t4yp ensemble (theatre for young people)

Anyway, this week, we're having our first of two big productions: Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead.

Do come watch!

18 - 20 June @ 8.30pm;
20 - 21 June @ 3pm
RM25 / RM15 (students)
Pentas 2, klpac

More details at the t4yp blog.

Ping Guo

I like to make bad decisions. Wait, let me rephrase that, since nobody likes to make bad decision and I am a nobody. I TEND to always make bad decisions.

However, this particular decision that I made which I am blogging about now happened in a flash, like grabbing-your-car-keys-on-your-way-out-of-the-house flash.

Long story short, my decision to grab this "key" of mine turned into a bad one when my lecturer muttered these words,

"The product you chose, you cannot change. If you want to change, you can change your lecturer"

I took that very lightly, I even joked about it. But how I regret it now. The optimist in me says, "Aye, take it as a challenge mate!" while the pessimist says "Way to go!"

"The problem about Apple products is that their packagings are almost perfect already one"

Thank you for the vote of confidence Mr. William!

HA-HA

i have OFFICIALLY lost two inches around my belly.

wooooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~
i was so happy when i measured today, i was about to cry!


suck it you bitches who said i wouldnt be able to do it without a trainer. kissmysmellyunwashedass please.

haha. this is random aint it? ive been jogging to get back in shape. and its working ;D

aren't you two so proud of me? it's not much, but i'm getting there. the last place to go completely is the belly! which means everything else on my fat body is going away! hehehehehehehehehehe.


Jal. you don't love us already lah. i know you have a gf.
no calls. no info. dunno what ru doing adi. too mucholoh.

call me. miss me. hate me!

xx