Awkward situation

Today my cousin asked my brother if he could take home our PS2 cause his was broken.

It was such an awkward situation; but in the end my brother said nothing so he took it home all jolly and good. thick skin much?

Honestly, and the PS2 was a gift from my dad when i did well for UPSR ok? it has sentimental value! Why'd you think i left it in a nice packed up box as collection? But i didn't want to say anything because as always, my cousins are living the less fortunate life and i'd be judged as selfish if i said no.

so ok. i honestly don't use the PS2. but it's like a bitter twang behind my throat. why do they always have to take everything we have away? first it was the thousand dollar blender by aunt "borrowed" from my mum, also my dad's gift to her. it was freaking kenwood stainless steel ok? and now if my mum wants to use it, she has to borrow it back or use her lousy old plastic one. why does my mum love torturing herself like that?

and why are my extended family so thick skinned! GRR.

awkward day. really

we have to literally hide everything when they come now is it? what is wrong with them. and sometimes i feel judged by my own parents (actually, just mum since it's her family) for feeling like this; which is the part i hate most. what is her problem? I am perfectly entitled to be upset over giving my things away. i have issues with that.

so yeah, i am aware that if any of them chances upon this post i am so screwed. but right now, i couldn't care less.

PS : and the least he could do was ask me as well. the damn thing is technically mine.

Dreams? they aren't supposed to be easy

i am very stressed out right now.

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how did i let myself get to this point?

Compromise

Oh no! Can it be? I did a tag. Well the thing is that I saw this tag on a link a friend gave to me
and I thought it was quite interesting because ;

1. I don't have to answer any of the questions because iTunes will answer it for me. So its not like your usual tags with the, your best friend and stuff where you have to answer with your own truthful answers. This is totally random, thus possibly totally hilarious. Its kinda like those silly depend on destiny kinda test you know e.g. love calculator.

2. Although it is random, its kinda personal too since its coming from my music playlist. But if you have been immune to my music-evangelism, then this wouldn't matter to you anyway.

I mean I was going to do it anyway even if I didn't publish it on the blog (you know writing it in a piece of paper then burn it when I'm done or on a temporary Word document) but I was thinking what is the point then.

Without further ado, bring on the rotten tomatoes!


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Open your itunes or MP3 player. Put it on random/shuffle.Don't skip anything, otherwise you're taking the fun away. Answer the question with the song title that comes up.

--> start now.

You are also known as:
White Lips Kissed - Mew
(what does that even mean??)

Your funeral song:
The Clock - Thom Yorke
(artful, I like)

What you think of the world:
Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys
(chauvinist pigs!)

How you're feeling today:
Baby I'm Yours (Arctic Monkeys cover) - Arctic Monkeys
(errr, it's a good song and a good version by a great band that's why)

The song that will be stuck in your head for weeks on end:
Become Human - Mark Norman
(many song gets stuck in my head, this was one of them way back when, good stuff)

Your significant other sings this to you:
Maybelline - Datarock
(what a random choice dear)

Your theme song at your funeral:
I Am What I Am (Lange Remix) - Above and Beyond pres. Oceanlab
(probably wont sit well with traditionalists)

You should create this song title as a screen name:
Inside It Feels All The Same - Explosions In The Sky
(I don't get the question, but great song anyway)

You would get on your knees and sing this to your best friend:
Her Voice Is Beyond Her Years - Mew
(hahahahahaha, awesome)

The result of your breakup:
Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
(>_<)

How to resolve a fight:
Exercise One - Joy Division

On your first date, this would be playing in the background:
Human After All , Together , One More Time (Reprise) , Music Sounds Better With You (Stardust) - Daft Punk
(my first date will be at a Daft Punk concert you say? oh please God let it come true! ppplleeeeeasssseeee T_T)

Get down to:
Knock Knock - The Hives

Headbang to this tune:
The Way You Move - Outkast
(WOOT! CLASSIC!!)

Song of escape:
Episode 43 of the Gareth Emery Podcast
(I don't know if this is eligible since its a podcast a.k.a. 75mins long, but it definitely answers the question. Going to break the rule and skip this one)

Uh oh, you failed an assignment. This song pops into your head:
Do It Your Way - Datarock
(stay true to yourself, keep the faith!)

Picture this song as an opera:
Molly - Datarock

Or rather, this one as a hardcore metal screamo song:
First Breath After Coma - Explosions In The Sky
(impossible...)

What happens when you find true love:
In The Back Seat - Arcade Fire
(tragic)


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so the holidays have begun

one week is all i am getting, and i spent the first two days lazing around playing FINAL FANTASY 13. in my defence, i've resisted the game for a whopping 2 months, which is an amazing feat for someone like me :) and and! the game is so pretty, i find myself in awe for most of the CGs, and even simple walkthrough i spent an appreciable minute enjoying the details in the sky and stuff. the environment is simply breathtaking!

i guess all that excuses the time i've wasted playing it :D

sidetrackking, i'm a little worried about Sumative. it's coming up in less than 6 weeks; what with assignments piling up; i'm afraid i won't have enough time to cram it all in. the biggest problem tho, it's not knowing what to expect in the exam. very scary. i feel like i'm catching up alright so far; but of course the nagging feeling at the back of my mind lingers...

gah. who cares.

sidetrack 2 : i'd love to share this video with you guys, simply because it moves me so much. Christina knows how to pull the right strings.

love love love