I want to draw your hand~~

Say hello to En. Kacang! Hello En. Kacang!

Flo is my Charlotte, as I am Samatha to her

Florence says:
is it about a trisome?
ming says:
yeah
=P
Florence says:
no wonder u like
...
ming says:
ahaha
what!
its so catchy
screw the threesome thing
i cant load the video?!
Florence says:
me too
its not loadin
ming says:
its taking so long
hahahah
so slutty
damn i got a new song to dance to
=P
Florence says:
too slutty ady
ming says:
haha
no fun lah u
Florence says:
even youtube cant take it
ming says:
there is 3 things there can never be enough of
you can never be rich enough
thin enough
and slutty enough
Florence says:
u can never have kids ming...
dun ever have kids
ming says:
why not
i love kidsssssss
Florence says:
no... ming... no...
unless u wanna send them for adoption
ming says:
FLO!
hahaha
=P
have u seen sex and the city?!
Florence says:
i can't bear to think how they'll turn out
ming says:
just imagine im your VERY personal version of samantha jones!
hollar!
Florence says:
the slutty one?
ming says:
yeap
you're like my little charlotte lah
all innocent
and such a mirror!
to remind me to be nice
hahaha
omg
Florence says:
the happily married one?
ming says:
damn i feel like slapping someone
Florence says:
hahahah!
where did tat come from?
ming says:
i did not just say that
I DUNO
Florence says:
omg...
ming says:
omg
Florence says:
hahahaha
ming says:
im going to post that on my blog
i feel like slapping sum1
lolx
Florence says:
i cannot imagine what'll happen if u leave for overseas
ming says:
why not
ill have sex with every1 right?
hahaha
dont say anything
i wanna copy n paste


....

LOL. i wanna slap someone. how the hell did britney's new single (3) lead to having kids and then, me feeling like slapping someone.

i have some ulterior problem i'm telling you.

+P

I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along

All you amigos might not have noticed, but while all of you were having your good times, eating sushis and watching meatballs above everything else, the chunted Arctic Monkeys had released their new album called Humbug. Clearly adopting a different style but quite nice actually with already 2 songs are on my repeat-until-i-puke playlist.

Here is one of the songs. I dedicate this to Yong Ming. It's ok :-)

time to pretend~

mood : mardy bum-ish
mind : boredom is fucking my brains out of my skull.
physique : thinner than yesterday (a product of a slow social life)
wants to : go to work and fuck this exam already

i don't see why i can't take up a part-time right now. all these wasted time; waiting for each paper weekly is such a bummer. i dare not suggest to my parents tho, sure kill kao me. already my Dad gave me the once-over for not memorizing my exam time table like the old-give.a.shit.about.everything.anal.uptight.perfect.writing-little.spaz named old yongming.

parents ain't embracing the new i'm telling yoooo

sigh

Futurismus

This week has been rooouuuggghhhh. I stayed over my friends place for 2 nights on Monday and Tuesday night finishing up work and this week will look set to be the same. But it definitely has been exciting.

Firstly, there was the hours we laboured through the night. It is definitely more fun to do work with company. Then on Wednesday we decide to give ourselves a pat on the back and went for steamboat at Yuen's. Quite fun hanging out with all of them and soon to find that some of my classmates are very funny. Some are funny like me(almost) and they are others who are "The Office" funny.

However on that same night, disaster strucked. It was around 10pm when we were sitting around and then we saw this deck of cards. Naturally there is only one thing to do, CDD. But CDD wasn't really fun because there was nothing involved. No money, no risk, no punishment, until we had the splendid idea of having using pushups as bets. Minimum 5 pushups, maximum 50 pushups. With our new found currency, we decided to switched to blackjack instead. And the rest as they say, was history.

90 pushups isn't funny. But, what was funny was how my friend tried to squirm away from doing 250 pushups. He only did 100, and owes another 110(after much sympathy and discount) which he negotiate to be "paid off" via installments. As for myself, the effects of 90pushups kicked in not so long after. My pectorialis major was stiff, my diaphragm area was stiff, my right quadriceps was stiff and I couldn't sit straight or bend my right arm without sounding like I was in labour.

However, that didn't stop me or any of us from our next agenda, LAN PARTY! Oh yea, 2 on 2 DotA. Because most of my friends are from outstation, they had rented rooms in the houses in the housing area opposite my college. Each one of them had a desktop , some laptops and some even both. So we just hooked up the wireless router and we were good to go. It wasn't exactly a very pro game but it was definitely fun. It's hard to describe this feeling but playing with friends on LAN somehow is just a whole different experience altogether and a good one at that.

The next two days were slightly more relaxing but we were only in denial that we have actually a big pile of work to do but again we had fun doing it together and the advantage of doing work together with them, which I discovered, was that we were able to give each other comments and help each other, such as setting up a spontaneous mini photoshoot studio in one of my friends bedroom for example. This leads me to the current project that I am working on and its due Monday.

The project is to create 4 portraits of ourselves, each with different requirements. The below are the works I came up with.


You've probably seen something like this before from me. I used the same technique but you could say that this probably the best piece I came up with using this technique. I went further and added the colour gradient, giving it a very beautiful sort of retro and that colour spectrum you see in those pictures of computer chips from like Intel.


This one is really cool. I did this with the help from a few of my friends. This was using the shutter speed manipulation technique. We turned my friend's room into a mini studio and we had this really cool lamp that we used as a "lightbox" and another one of my friend had to hold up a mounting board behind me for the black bg. It took us a few tries to lay down the technique but when we did, it was pretty cool and the effect was very cool as well. This one is a edited version of the original. It's only 1 photo and not 3 different ones layered on each other. Big thanks goes out to Albert, our class's inhouse pro photographer and the makeshift crew members of Yi Pin and Han Yang. Haha.

Oh yea one more highlight of my week was watching a dissection. We are about to start drawing fullbody figures already and our lecturer decided to show us this video to let us see how the muscles structure of a human looks like and work. The video was sort of like a documentary or educational dvd of some sort about human anatomy. So this professor dissected this dead person's real body in front of a live studio audience. It was quite vivid. He removed the body's skin in one whole piece and when he layed it out it look like a jacket. He then cut some muscles to show us the movement by pulling them manually. He even cracked open the brain, which was kinda like opening a durian. No seriously, the way he was hitting the chisel to crack open the brain was exactly how hard you hit when you want to open a durian/coconut. They even split open the spinal cord and took out the cord itself. One of the longest nerves extend from the brain until the tip of our big toe. But I think the best part of of all is that when they took a preserved brain and sliced it into like 6 cross-section-burger-patty-like pieces with different thickness to show us of the brain looks like. At the end of it I think the video did not achieve its purpose, but it was quite a cool video to watch about the human anatomy. Not for the faint hearted, srsly.

So yea it has been a productive week though there was quite alot of slacking in between. Anyway I have delayed long enough and should be getting back to my work now. I'm leave you all with this wallpaper I made like 15minutes in CG class haha. Quite cool, very retro, very my style. I might even make it into a print one day haha. Ciao.

P.S: Don't ask me what it means.

God listens

sometimes you stumble across funny things that pour faith back into your soul.
didn't know i had to learn this from such a young boy. truly humbled.

i can't seem to load the video here, so kindly please click me.

times have been rough, but God always finds a way to remind me he's there.

if i hear the word JAM again..

i will shoot somebody through their penis and turn it into a vagina, vice versa.

ungrateful people who get ticked off over insignificant details of this stupid mundane life tick ME off.

SO WHAT THE FUCK IF IT'S FUCKING JAMMED? THERE IS NO FUCKING THING U CAN DO ABOUT IT EXCEPT DEAL WITH IT AND JUST FUCKING DRIVE AND BE GRATEFUL YOU DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE TO WALK THERE.

OMfG.

im telling you, PEOPLE in general let all the small stupid things run their lives. srsly. i thank GOD im not so petty and more of a broad-picture kind of person.

my mood hasn't been very good for the past few days. all because of the same PERSON.

matiu
damn angry.

I am not blardy joking

On a lighter note, as in a very light note, though i'm having mixed reactions about it but i'll let you decide yourself...

MALAYSIA MIGHT BE UNDER ATTACK BY MEN WITH BAMBOO SPEARS!!

I am not blardy joking, seriously, here is the article.

Seriously... this is so lame. I don't even know what to think and what to think to think right now. But don't worry, for you over paranoid citizens like myself, the government has dispatched and tighten security forces especially at vital areas to keep us safe.

Bamboo spears... wtf? I mean.. .. ... urgh.

Anyway here is another article which justifies this whole issue abit. (note, this article is a parody of the situation written by a person on Twitter)

Anyway like the previous post, I'll leave it to you all to digest.


P.S. : Huey Ee likes Full Cream milk. Now we finally know why..

i did not just nod away and ignore all you've said

i am perfectly capable of an intelligent conversation now and then,TVQRM. thanks for the vote of confidence.

yes. things are getting slightly out of control. though it would be a full exaggeration to say freedom is at doom in the for-see-able future, i must agree that this move should be worrying.

though how the mechanics of this new system is going to work, i'm not too sure. but the idea of having to pay for information every google search is adsurb. i can't count the number of times i randomly type stuff on the web (though i much prefer books, the nerd i am) simply because it's so convinient.

don't worry, i dont think we're the only ones ticked off about this. the companies won't dare do something the public is strongly against. surely a compromise would surface eventually.


and jit yang, the poem is beautiful. i would like to hear your take on it, as you know with literature, opinions differ. i seem to draw on personal experience when i read it, though the reference i am making to is not dead, in the literal sense of the word, at least.

exams coming. wish me all the best ;D

xoxo.

No Such Thing as a Free Lunch

I know its such a cliche idiom but its so true, well at least its getting true-er if there is such a thing.

So like what's the deal?

It's as if the trend these days is to milk things. We all know very well about how the music industry and Hollywood has been battling pirates like tulanwarriors. As long as you use something that is theirs without their permission to make money, you're screwed. You know you have filesharing and stuff like that.

The latest move by multi-million/billion dollar corporations, now from the news and information sector, is to license their news articles meaning that probably in the next few years when i type "Arsenal" in my Google search box, chances are that I will need to pay to access news articles from the News tab.

The mentioned corporations are well known News corp. and AP (The Associated Press) who are the biggest players in the news publishing industry. They felt that the reductions in their earnings this year was due to them selling their news pieces at cheaper prices because their buyers (newspapers and broadcasters) are losing advertising revenue due to people turning to cheaper and more effective alternatives on the internet. So they thought the best way to counter that is to go to the root of the problem and charging the Internet search engines.

The picture I am getting now after reading the article is that the ability to obtain information freely from the web is going to be diminished, note diminished not lost because that is how things are beginning to work on the Internet, with sites such as Wikipedia articles are actually written by normal users and thats how many software projects are being done, open source. But then they form only a slice of what information we can easily access from the internet now. If these dudes were to license their materials, probably many of us will return to the good ol' days of visiting libraries for resources because there exists this new hurdle of accessing these information.

I don't know, I'm probably being paranoid and Ming will have probably ignored everything I said and just nods away at that last statement. But it's definitely food for thought. I just don't really like the idea because it sounds so much like how corporations are putting licenses on everything they own to "protect" their property. Anyway if you're interested you can read the article yourself here.

Love

I have found a new love.

This new found love is not a she

For she is a he

But neither a he

For he is dead.

Must thank A-Levels for this meeting. People , I would like to introduce y'all to W.H Auden.

It's late and I would like for his poetry to speak for itself, and it's late, so I leave you with

Funeral Blues by W. H Auden:

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,

Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

PS: If there are any references to any individual's life, it is not intentional.

PPS: It's just due to the fact Auden is awesome.

pictures say a thousand words.

just look at that excited shmuck holding a piece of paper bringing him to see the idol of his life- Beyonce.

what a lucky shmuck he is ;D at least he's going to see Beyonce and you're not!